~ sad ~

2day is my last day 4 going 2 her class 2 talk with her in the morning and recess time. I'm very sorry because I had caused her many problem. Like yesterday her mum scolded her cause she saw both of us standing outside the classroom chat together. Now, I just hope she will know what I had promised her, I will do it! Cause I had changed a lot just that she can't see it. I will wait 4 her 10 years, 20 years and so on. Until I can be with her together back. I hope someday she will know what I had done is just especially 4 her. I will stay beside her whatever it take. I just wanna 2 cry. I'm very sad cause from 2morro I can't everyday talk 2 her like what I had done in the past. Just now I had received her msg. She told me dont be unhappy. One month I can only meet her twice to talk with her. N I still very sad cause she said we r friend. I wanna cry now.............

~ mood < -ve infinity ~

i'm very sad 2day cuz she angry me. I just want 2 be honest with her. I promised her to tell her everything that got link with me. 2day she got st. john marching. She marched until the recess time over. I comfirm got a little bit not so comfortable with her marching cuz delay her recess time and also wasted my time which i need that time to talk with her. After school, I thought I have the time 2 talk with her and settle the problem but it make things worse. She still in the bad mood after she came out from the school office. She told me she was in a bad mood. I dont know what had hapeened in the school office. But I'm sure she had a bad mood is bcoz of me. Now I dunno need to do what in order to make her happy. I just can apologise to her and hope the problem can be rectify as soon as possible. Haiz, from morning until now my headache still even get well. I really did mean to make her angry. I just want to let her noe what I'm feeling about. I really love her!!!!

~ " - " mood ~

2day, she not happy bcoz she thought i change her friendster profile 2 private. But the real things is, i didnt ever, never change her profile setting. Maybe bcoz the friendster got update the web, then "ter"change. I dont noe. But, if I really "ter"press it, sorry. I didnt mean it. Now, bcoz of the "stupid" friendster. She angry me n not happy with me. "Padahalnya", I am also the victim. I didnt noe what is going on. Until she told me, then I really noe. After that, I help her 2 change back. I thought I can rectify this situation, but it seems that I had wrong. She still not happy bcoz of this "stupid" friendster. Nevermind, I cant say anything to her cuz I lie her be4. So, she rather choose to believe her friend but not me. I will check how is this "private profile" happened want. I am not angry bout her. Just I had change a lot, but she still dint believe my word. Truth will always be my side. I will prove to her that I had changed a lot not bcoz of her only but also for my ownself.

~ 她哭了 ~

今天，我最爱的她哭了。原因，因为她班有个"马来猪"一直换位。然后现在她的老师要换完全部人的位子。我最爱的她好为难，因为她的朋友一位要坐风扇底下，两位要坐中间。咳，我不是要怪她的朋友而是我希望她们能想一想思颖的难处。她已经很累了，别再让她难做人了好吗？我当时看到我最爱的她哭，我真的很想哭。但是，我确忍住。因为我如果哭了谁来安慰我最爱的她？所以我就想尽办法逗她开心。果然，她真的笑了。当然，看到她开心，我也开心。我知道我已不是她的男朋友。但是我确那么地关心她。为什么呢？因为我爱她。

~ 她不舒服 ~

前天，在学校的比赛。我最爱的她不舒服。我看到她那样，我真的好担心她。还好之后她好了。这样我也放心了。

~ 开心 ＋ 心情沉重 ~

今天很开心，因为我最爱的她在 st.john training的时候拿我来做示范。当时，她的手好冰哦。应该是很紧张吧。咳，还有她没带水瓶来st.john training。好才今天我有带多另外一瓶水来。所以就给她喝咯。但是只喝一两口。没关系。最重要是有喝。好了。要到不开心的事了。我最爱的她说，她给过我整颗心，我却丢弃了。现在我又向她要回那颗心。她呆了，因为她不知被我丢到哪儿了。她找不到也找不回，也许回忆已经把它偷偷给藏起来了，不让我和她找到。回忆和现实就像是敌人。你越想在现实找到它。回忆就越不让那颗心出来。但是，我觉得无论如何回忆和现实都会有和好的一天。就像我们和朋友一样。有时会吵吵闹闹。就像我和运豪，启良这样。虽然有时会因为意见不合而吵架。但是朋友始终是朋友。无论有多不爽对方。到后来你们也会看到我们在一起聊天，开玩笑。我本人相信这世上是有奇迹的。我很希望奇迹能出现在我和我最爱的她的关系里。让我和她能够在回一起。没有她，我的人生就等于零。活在这世上也没有意思。我真的很爱洪思颖这位女孩。