✖ ★ Quotes ★ ✖

✖ "The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return."

✖ "Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, cause I might do something crazy like believe it."

✖ "It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does."

✖ "Intelligence is the ability to adapt to change. - Stephen Hawking

✖ "Pain is a beautiful thing, when you feel pain you know you`re alive." Criss Angel

✖ It is really sad you are searching for emo quotes. Such thing doesn't exist!! [haha]

Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009 --> 2010

Wow~
2009 gonna end tonight~
kinda miss it~
there are many things happened in 2009~

January 2009
-I'm still working in Bayview Hotel Melaka as Front Office Assistant aka Reception
-My most lovely doggie, Bolt come to join my family
-Really busy that month cuz working, no time blogging too
-No time to ply with Bolt


February 2009
-Still working, miss my Bolt
-Start to post Bolt's picture in my blog and my working place too
-Buy valentine present with Branson at Mahkota Parade for my honey, Sharon
-I think we quarrel on that day [don't know when already, forgotten]
-Birthday celebrate with Wye Nim and Samuel


March 2009
-Work work work
-Got my PSP
-Went Jonker Street and Mahkota Parade with my honey ONLY
-Quarrel with her on the same day too
-Sorry my honey cuz make you not happy
-I think I got my SPM result on March [result not good]


April 2009
-Working too
-Earn $$$$
-Didn't go anyway
-Sleep Eat Work Breathe



May 2009

-Non-stop working
-One of my doggie, Lassie had passed away [be with me since I standard 1]
-DC CREW polo-T start to design
-My blog look changed too


June 2009
-My grandma birthday
-Finally I have time to spend with my Bolt
-Schooling
-Our King of Pop, M.J had leave us

July 2009
-Start to feel bored with my Chemistry teacher
-Got my laptop
-H1N1
-School closed for 1 week


August 2009

-DC CREW polo-T came out already
-Everyday came back from school with play with Bolt
-1st time he bite me , ouch!! but I know he want me to play with him
-Bolt likes to play water very much
-My mum scold me : You think water no need $$$$ ??!!
-Oops!! Sorry mum..


September 2009 aka Moody month
-Rookie had passed away [14/09]
-Bolt had passed away too [26/09]
-Cried the whole day
-Very moody that month
-SAD!!!!
-MOODY!!!!
-Bolt I will never forget you
-No one can replace you in my heart
-You are the only dog I want!!
-Hope you will be happy with Rookie and Lassie in other dimension of the world


October 2009
-Nothing special happen
-As usual went to school
-Study over and over again


November 2009
-Early in the morning gave people scold my class SHIT!! o0o
-Nothing special happen
-Aimed to buy a video cam


Disember 2009
-My cousin married
-Bought the number plate [MBV 8129] for my another honey
-Went for my school St. John trip with my honey, Sharon and my friends
-Waste a lot of $$$$





END!!!
Goodbye 2009
Welcome 2010

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Maggie Mee x3 _ Break my own record


2day early in the morning wake up~
feel hungry~
my mum doesn't buy any breakfast 4 me~
so~
cook some instant mee to eat~
out of the blue~
my mind suddenly pop out an idea~
try to cook 3 packet of mee~
c can finish or not~
damn~
early in the morning eat so much~
luckily I can finish all~
wow!!
diu~
nex time must try 4 packet~

Monday, December 28, 2009

I'm touched...


广岛之恋 - 張宏量+莫文蔚

你早就该拒绝我 
不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事
留下丢不掉的名字
时间难倒回空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情
是我一生难忘的美丽回忆

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义
是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

越过道德的边境
我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉
误解了快乐的意义
是谁太勇敢说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天眼睁睁看着
爱从指缝中溜走还说再见

不够时间好好来爱你
早该停止风流的游戏
愿被你抛弃就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局

不够时间好好来恨你
终于明白恨人不容易
爱恨消失前用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
爱过你爱过你爱过你

Monday, December 21, 2009

My school St. John trip

First day..
Wake up at 3 o'clock early in the morning..
Go to school around 4 o'clock in the morning..
Departure time : 5.30++ a.m. (what!!?? if i knew it i wll go to school around 5 a.m.)..
Uncle Lim here I come.. (p/s : not Uncle John)
Outdoor theme park play play
Then indoor theme park play play
Go makan at Mc' Donald
Then go Giordano buy shirt with Randy, My wife, My wife mia brother & his friend
After that no place to go
Go Starbuck waste time
Then say goodbye to Uncle Lim around 8.30 ++ p.m.
Our BUS start to have problem d~
die lor~

The day after first day..
Reach The Pearl Of Orient, Penang(Mr Danny teach mia, if not I also dunno..haha) at.. I also dunno wat time cuz x cukup tidur, blur d
Then we have our breakfasts at Penang (sure Penang lar, x kan Melaka??!! ==zzZ)
After that go Kek Lok Si temple lor
Buy a hat & slippers at there
Oh shit!! at last our bus got problem d..
x de air-cond!! mampus lar kita~
Then go 'check in' our 'hotel' ==
Our 'hotel' damn 'big' and spacious until can fit 40++ ppl in it
then go makan lunch at 'flies' food court
so many flies fly here fly there
lolzzZ..tgk pun x de mood nak makan
After that go Nibong Tebal
Go to lakon the movie 'Ghost'(1990 film)..play the tanah liat mia tu..siape x tau?? ==
Then go sit the boat watch fish then fish watch us too..
" I watch fish , fish 'wash' me , we are happy family... "==
Then babi Q..makan sama2 dgn isteriku yg cantik serta comel..^^
After that pergi tengok firefly aka apilalat aka 火苍蝇..==
Then go back our 'hotel'..==
Didn't sleep lor..

The day after the day after first day..
12.00 a.m. learn to play mahjong
Lepas tu play mahjong with My Wife, Randy, Kenny and Pam (?? 5 ppl ply mahjong?? lolzzZ..1 is 'kaki' simpanan mia ==zzZ not perempuan simpanan..or lelaki simpanan..)
Then play till around 6 o'clock in the morning..
Then sleep a while..
Wake up around 7 a.m.
Then go makan breakfast around 9 a.m.
After that go n c how they make keropok udang
Our bus go to repair
So we have nothing to do
Walk here walk there
Lepas tu makan lunch
Then from there go back to Melaka
Stop at K.L Mid Valley around 8 p.m.
Makan dinner at there with Randy & My Wife
Then go back around 10 p.m.
Reach Malacca around 12 a.m.
Then sleep lor
Home sweet home

$$$ used : around RM 150
My Wife : Sharon Ang Si Ying (thx for acompany me the whole trip and not ur friend..love you the most, my honey^^)
When wanna marry with me?? haha^^
hope you enjoy the trip like what I do
Randy : Ng Yun Hao (Best friend)
Hey, I noe u r not feeling well during the last day of the trip
anyway, take care..

I'm very happy to go out with 2 of you..
thx to my honey ^^
thx Randy..

k..
tat's all..
check out..

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Sunday, December 13, 2009

MBV 8219






Shit You!!!
You cost me RM 300!!!
But now you are mine!!!
Woohoo!!!






Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

到不了


到不了 - 范玮琪

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什麽都不要知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧谨守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到

Monday, November 30, 2009

Black black black...

Boring..
Nothing to do at home..
So try to change the skin of my messenger and mozila fox..
Wow..
I think it looks cool..
Comment please...
Thx..

Monday, November 23, 2009

Time for Miracles by Adam Lambert [Movie 2012 theme song]


Adam Lambert - Time for Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Adam Lambert new album released [For Your Entertainment]


I'm waiting for you so long Adam~
at last your album released~
Support you!!

Sony HDR-XR520E- Aim for you!!




Features :
  • 1920×1080i Full HD video recording
  • 240GB Hard Disk Drive
  • 12 Mega Pixels still image capture
  • Face Detection
  • Smile Shutter
  • Image stabilization


Yesterday I went to visit my grandma. My cousin keep on showing off his handycam..But reali nice lar.. And I fall in love with this camcorder in my first sight..Syoknya if I own one..I want it!!
but it cost RM 5,200 ++..End of next year only can buy..I wanna work!!! $$$$$...

Friday, November 20, 2009

I want you!! No matter what you cost!!

This is the basketball shoes I love the most~









All shoes have LeBRon James mia logo~ nice~

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

What the shit you think you are!!??


Today early in the morning give 'shit' ppl scold us 'shit!!' 'tahi!!' '大便!!'..oops no lar..not in chinese...then x de mood already lor..i'm doubt is it you scold us shit becuz you forgot to shit at home?? 满口都是大便...人家有熊猫人...要不你去演大便人?? enough already~ i duwan to c you anymore~ I will change class next year~ Although you are good , but your attitude makes me wanna vormit~ SHIT!!!! TAHI!!!! 大便!!!!~ maybe today you make me 'dulan' tats y i got the 'wind' to shoot the bsktball so accurately~ But it wont be next time~ I dun wanna c u anymore~ TAHIman~ =p

Monday, November 16, 2009

F**k You!!






fuck you!!
stupid fella!!
dunno how to read isn't??
not for sale means not for sale!!!
shit!!!
earn $$$ ??
go n eat ur shit lar!!
fuck off!!

This is what when 2 boring people chatting together~





person on top : Randy
person below it : Ivan [me]

Friday, November 13, 2009

Conversation between The girl & EMO boy...

EMO boy : I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

The girl : if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

EMO boy : We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.And I found you!!

The girl : As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

EMO boy : The best thing about me is you.

The girl : We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

EMO boy : If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!

The girl : Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

AND NOW THE SwEET PART HAS OVER....

EMO boy : Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

The girl : I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..

EMO boy : Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful

The girl : Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.

EMO boy : I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

The girl : The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in. And I decide not to fill yours!!

EMO boy : Should I smile because you’re my friend, or cry because that’s all we’ll ever be?

The girl : A single smile hides a thousand tears.

EMO boy : I think the worst feeling is being forgotten about by someone you will never forget.

The girl : Tell him i don’t ever want to see him again Tell him he meant nothing to me Tell him i never loved him Tell him i won’t miss him at all But please don’t tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes.

EMO boy : Pain is beautiful. When you feel pain, you know that you’re alive.

The girl : Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!

EMO boy : Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Not fine at all!!

I really busy and emo nowadays~ Why?! Lots of reason~ I don't know what should I do.. NO!! It should be I don't know what can I do~ Dissapointed on something.. Something I thought it should be mine forever. Although it still belong to me, but I dont know how can it last~ I'm not strong at all!! Just gimme some space to breathe~

I'm suppose to study for my exam for the past 2 weeks~ But I'm here doing nothing~ Can I have a break? NO!! I think.. I don't care!! I want to rest!! ARRGH!!!

I suppose to be happy now as all the subjects pass except 'MATHS' (MUET even u get band 1 also pass..) even I just study a little~ But I cant!! My smile just last for a few second~ Can I go to a place that very far from where I;m now??!! I asked myself and I wish to.. But I can't! I can't! I can't!!! I can't do this and that!! I wanna stop myself from being EMO!!! It's not the way I am, I think~ but why am I so EMO now?!! I know the answer, but I can't solve it by myself..

I have a lot of question!!! Can you answer me??!!


& one thing I know~
I'm damn
FAIL !!!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Losing you is painful to ME !!


Air supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

Monday, November 09, 2009

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Email I received [funny]

Made in Japan

A Japanese man was in a hurry to go to the KLIA airport, so he took a Proton taxi. The taxi driver took his sweet time driving within the speed limit but the Jap was getting impatient.


The following is their conversation on the way to the airport
.

A Toyota Camry overtook t
he taxi.....zoom.....

Jap: Look ..look ..
Toyota!! ...very fast!!!...... made in Japan!
Proton...no good.... made in
Malaysia.

Driver: yah....


After a few minutes a Nissan overtook the taxi....zoom.


Jap: look.... look.... Nissan!!!..... very good!! very fast! made in
Japan! Proton.... no good.... made in Malaysia

Driver: yah....yah...


After a few minutes a Honda overtook the taxi...zooom. !


Jap: look.... look... Honda!!.... very GOOD!!....very fast!!....made
in
Japan! Proton...no good...made in Malaysia

Driver: yah...yah...yah....!


Arriving at the airport,the Jap is about to pay the taxi driver.


Jap: How much?


Driver: RM150/-


Jap: Oh... very expensive....... you overcharge ! !


Driver: Noooo ..... look .... look .... Sony meter!!....very good!!....

very fast!.... Made in
Japan!

Friday, November 06, 2009

It's all about love~

Thank you - 言成旭

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还
知道是我的错是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

nice song~
love it so much~

(p/s : copy from ..[EVER].. thx..)

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Suddenly think about this song~


JET - Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Saturday, October 31, 2009

31 Oct ~ Halloween??

From Wikipedia~

There so many events happening in 31st of October in different years~

Thursday, October 29, 2009

peace peace peace!! boring..nothing to do~

My grandma 'terkejut'!! when I visit her like this~ SS of me~ =.=

Another time wear like tis~ she said okay nia~ ==

Come back put a cap on my head then took the pic~ SS lagi~ ==

Dunno y~ love peace so much~ ==

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

What you think that never happen!! HAPPENS...

Imagine a teacher bringing your group out of the class teaching a portion that he had forgotten to teach. That is what happen to me now, a big class with the combination of Physics 1, Bio 1 and 2. He suddenly told us he forgot to teach us a portion, then he straight away took the Physics 1 out of the class and teach us what he had forgotten to teach us in the chemistry lab next door of the class. He took around 30 minutes to teach us. Of course, he speak hell of fast!! I just can answer him 'Yes, Sir' , 'Erm'. 'Understand?' he asked. 'Yes, Sir!!!!' I said... but actually I didn't know what he trying to explain. After that, we had been asked to go back the class. Then he started another sub-topics..' Did you hear me ,student at the back??!!' he asked.. ' Yes, Sir!!'..We go back around 4.15 P.M...That's all..nothing interesting actually..but this is my first time experience this 'thing'..blur!!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

This call a fight ??!! =.=zzZ

Juz a while ago~
The field beside my house there got a lot of people gather there~
talk cock!! I think~
then one of the fat boy ask another boy go to the field there~
erm~
do some maths things~

LET fat boy = A --- [eqn 1] & another boy = B --- [eqn 2]

after A & B go to the field~
A suddenly beats B~
becuz A attack~
tats y B defense~
B mcm dah nak mampus becuz lying on the ground and the A keep beating him~
then B shout!!
'ape ni??!! '
then the A like WWE lor~
angkat B then juz lontar to the ground mcm The Undertaker nia~ oops~ maybe should call A the Big Show~
after done~
A stop beating B~
but after that B attack A~
but~
no use~
y?
becuz from [eqn 1] we noe A is a fat boy~
dik, takde effect lar kalau u terus punch the A~
then the A again~
angkat B and lontar again~
dik B, kan dah cakap memang x guna punya~
lari kan bagus??
their friends juz sit aside and watch nia~
1 on 1??
==zzZ
the ending is~
A & B jabat tangan~
==~
stupid fella~
this is a fight??!!
or they act like a small kid~
main sand castle??!!
i saw our school ppl with them too~
haiz~
x nice langsung~
aku tengok 'WWE' lagi best drpd ni~
bodoh nak mampus!!!=.=zzZ

Monday, October 26, 2009

Straight No Chaser - Released!!


White Lies - Mr Hudson

Lying I still can't find the truth.
So I spin another line on you
You can't blame a fella for trying
I'm hoping you eat my every word
Doesn't it taste so good?
But deep inside I'm dying

Oh! I wanna word with you
If there's never a perfect time
It's time for another white lie

White lies just another white lie
I did it to get close to you
And I will tell a million more
White lies just another white lie
I do it to get close to you
And I will tell a million more white lies

One day I know you'll understand
That I didn't really have much choice
I just had to hide it
Sometimes good men do bad things
Just as bad men can do good
Tell me which way you like it

Oh! I wanna word with you
There's never a perfect time
However much I try
Oh! Why don't you sit yourself down?
Cos we gotta talk this through
It's time for another white lie…

White lies just a little white lie
I did it to get close to you
And I will tell a million more
White lies just a little white lie
I do it to get close to you
And I will tell a million more white lies

Oh-oh oh-oh
I was just playing girl I was just playing by your rules
Oh-oh oh-oh
Just another white lie and I'll tell a million more
White lies…

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Frente!



Frente! - Bizzare Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
Its no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I cant leave behind
Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool wont set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Im not sure what this could mean
I dont think youre what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then wed never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say


it is indeed a nice song~
check it out~
guys , if u have free time go and listen~
comment??